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I will lose 20 pounds by the Semi Formal.  I don’t care how I do it,  by exercising and eating healthy, or starving myself, or a little bit of both.  I can’t stand myself.  I hate looking in the mirror.  I hate shopping.  I hate liking boys, because they never like me back. I hate feeling like the “awkward chubby friend” who cant borrow any clothes, because none of them fit.  I hate picking out what I’m going to wear in the morning and having to worry about what makes me look fat and what doesn’t.  Most of all, I feel like I’m never good enough for anyone.  Not for my family, Not for my friends, Not for the one special guy, and most of all Not for myself.  So I’m going to lose 20 pounds by Semi, so maybe for once I can get my happy ending, & he’ll walk up to me that night and say to me “I’ve never noticed this, but your beautiful and I love you.”